Just another late night post

I'm not going to give a philosophical point of view on this one. I'm just up late at night. Can't sleep. It sucks to be honest with you. Especially since I have someone on my mind. For the past few weeks, this person and I have been talking a lot. She and I went out on our first date Sunday. I must say that this was the best first date ever. It was in my opinion, PERFECT. Yeah, there was a lot of cheesy things involved in our cliche sounding date. But honestly, I loved every minute of it. I was so nervous. She is a girl that is a previous co-worker of mine. I possibly might go back, but not just to work with her. Although that is a plus that she will be there, I am not quite sure if I would want to work in that place again. The first day that I worked with her, I was absolutely amazed when I saw her. She has the most beautiful eyes. If you know anything about me, that is my biggest fascination, eyes. That is the first thing that I am attracted to on a person. It can read deep into a person's soul. They can tell a person's emotions. She has big beautiful eyes that can change color. Too bad she isn't big into keeping eye contact. She said she gets nervous. Maybe that's a good thing though because I would definitely get lost in them if I keep staring too long. It took me a long time to even muster up the courage to ask her out on a date. Anyway, going back to the date. We met up in the parking lot somewhere(sounds weird...I know). She hopped in my car, and we rode off into the night not knowing what will happen. We chatted about things. She had no idea where I was taking her. All she knew was that it was somewhere you could get Italian. I took her to a nice Italian restaurant. I haven't had it in quite some time. I asked for a table with a good view because I was hoping that the dinner would last long enough to catch the sun setting. I even at my whole bowl, which is kind of hard to do at this restaurant because they give such a large helping of food. Well after learning a bit more about each other and a stomach full, we still finished dinner kind of early, so I took her to the piers along the beach. We stayed there for a while and really talked about a lot. This was the point of the date where I knew things were PERFECT. This was the breaking point for me. I never felt so close to someone on the first date. It was amazing. I soaked in everything. We joked. We talked about past, present and future. There were a lot of people there around us, but all I could truly notice was her. With my arm around her, we sat on a bench and watched the sunset at 7:04 PM. It was the first time ever, that I had watched a sunset with anyone. It was gorgeous. The moment will last with me forever. Well as we left the pier, we went drove to go see a scary movie. It was pretty good. We both agreed that the ending was not good. The movie theater was down the road from her car, so I took her back. When she left, we kissed. It sounds cliche, but it was like the world spun around us like we were the center of attention and fireworks were going off. She made my heart beat faster and slower at the same time when our lips locked. After that, she left. This brought an end the the most perfect night I ever had.

Well her and I are "talking" now. I originally asked her. I knew it was too soon, but I felt compelled to ask. I did tell her that she didn't have to answer me right away. We both agreed to be exclusive without the title until we knew each other a bit better. See, the biggest problem with us will be distance and space. I live about an hour away. Yeah, it's not that far apart, but still hurts things in the beginning. If we can make it through that though, that will make things that much stronger. It won't be much longer until I am home for the summer from school. Plus I'm certain that I will make numerous trips back here to see her. I know deep down that it will be worth toughing it out. I have never wanted to be with someone more in my life. It is crazy how this came from no where. She is worth it though. She is amazing in so many ways. Everyday that I get to know her more, I find more reasons that I want to be with her. Hopefully things will work out. No matter what comes of this, I just want her to be happy. Although I would like to be the one to make her happy, just seeing her smile makes me happy.